If you can, take your mind back to that dreadful Friday evening on July 27, 1990, when this country almost lost its democracy.
Some of us do not want to remember that diabolical event; some of us remember it all too well and some of us live in constant fear that it can happen again. A man who will never forget is Wendell Eversley.
We know him as the man who has protested for the past 19 years for a Commission of Enquiry into the 1990 attempted coup.
But do we really know Eversley, the man who was held hostage in the Parliament Chamber that day; who thought he would not live to see his daughter grow up; who pledged that he would not stop until the perpetrators of the brutal attack are brought to justice? Today, Wendell Eversley takes you back to the year 1990.
The Parliament is stormed
"It was my first day at the Parliament Chamber. I was sitting in the public gallery listening to the debate between NAR and the Opposition parties," Eversley recalled. "About 5.30pm, I started hearing sounds like fire crackers. The sounds came closer and closer to the Parliament Chamber, then I saw a group of men all dressed in black (Muslim wear), enter the Parliament Chamber," he added.
Eversley said just before the insurrectionists stormed the Parliament Chamber, he distinctly remembers hearing Joseph Tony, MP for Toco/Manzanilla, who was addressing the Parliament Chamber at the time, asking the question to both arms of the then opposition–"Who is your leader?" Panday and Manning were both absent. "They stormed the Parliament Chamber from both entrances, shouting at the top of their voices, 'Where Robinson?' The whole Parliament went into chaos. Parliamentarians as well as people from the public gallery began screaming and scattering trying to find a way out but they had blocked both entrances." Eversley said Bilaal Abdullah, one of Bakr's lieutenants, then gave a command to release the people in the public gallery. "I get up and started to walk with the other people because I was part of the public gallery too, but when I almost reach the door, one of the men pointing his gun at me said, 'you, go back dey. Lie on yuh belly and put yuh hand on yuh head.'
Shock and disbelief
"I was shocked, so I asked him in disbelief if he was talking to me and he said 'yes!...ah say go back dey and lie down'." Following instructions, Eversley said he was then told to go to another room. "I had to creep as they told me 'creep, doh look up or raise up!'" In the other room, Eversley said he noticed a window open and men (insurgents) jumping through the windows and then closing them shut once they got inside. He was then taken to another room, where he saw another window which was closed.
"I heard knocking on the window and the insurgents on the outside were shouting 'Open the so and so window!' I was told by the men holding me hostage to open the window. They then told me to lie under a table." he recalled. Eversley was taken to a third room, where there were four other hostages–mostly women. They were all told to lie under a table. He remembers one of the women holding his hand and squeezing it while beginning to cry.
"We stayed under the table for a little while," he said, "then we were escorted back to the public gallery. When we reach in, Bilaal was in the Parliament Chamber, giving orders. He told the men to set the women free."
Eversley said he looked over to the Parliament Chamber and saw that they had begun tying up the parliamentarians. "While they was doing that, this man keep poking me with his gun; telling me, 'stay down!" he revealed. He recalls seeing a woman lying on the ground gasping for breath, with blood oozing out of her side, and believing that they were all going to be eventually killed.
Held hostage overnight
Dr Emanuel Hosein, Minister of Health and MP for Tunapuna at the time, was among those who were tied up. According to Eversley, he was eventually untied to attend to those wounded. One of the wounded that Friday night was Member of Parliament Leo De Vignes, who was shot during the attack. "I could remember Hosein telling Bilaal if he didn't release De Vignes he would die in Parliament." De Vignes was released on Saturday but later died at hospital.
The Honourable 'Robbie'
"A command was given to Prime Minister ANR Robinson between 10.30 and 11pm to announce, over a walkie-talkie to the National Security armed forces, his resignation as PM, and at the same time, his confirmation that the Government of T&T was overthrown," Eversley said. "But Robinson shouted at the top of his voice, 'They are torturers and murderers; attack with full force'!" After this exclamation, the PM was shot. Eversly added that the PM's command angered the Muslim insurgents and Bilaal ordered them to kill everyone in Parliament if the armed forces entered the building.
"When I hear this, I just give up hope–I began to think where to take the bullet–I started making peace with my creator," revealed Eversley.
A sleepless night
Eversley did not sleep that night. When Saturday morning came, he said he was told to get up and sit down. "I was sitting on the floor, there was a lot of talking going on in the Parliament Chamber among Bilaal, a wounded Robinson and Dookeran, who was the MP for Chaguanas at the time. "I started crying because I tell myself I didn't do anything; I just come to Parliament and now I not going back home for life. One of the men turn and asked me, 'a big man like you crying?'" At this point, Eversley recalled what the PM said –"attack with full force!" "I said to myself, here is the PM giving his life up for country. "I said God, if I get out alive, I will not stop protesting until a Commission of Enquiry is called because a government was almost overthrown, a PM shot, an MP killed, and other innocent people murdered.
Freedom morning
As the clock continued to tick, little did Eversley know that by 12.30 pm on Saturday, he was going to be released. "About 12.30 pm, one of the armed men say: 'Aye, you, go!'" "I asked him if is me he talking to and he said, 'yes, go!'" Eversley, making his way out of the Parliament Chamber, looked back at those left behind with sadness in his heart but was told not to look back and to keep walking. A teary-eyed Eversley took a minute to sob silently, blocking his face with his hands before completing his story.
"When I was coming out the building there was a dead man curled up on the steps . I hear a voice saying, 'Keep right'!' 'Keep your hand up'! I kept walking to the end of City Hall then the voice–coming from the armed forces–told me to put down my hand. I was free to go." Eversley began running down Frederick street. He ran until he found himself in Barataria, where he took a maxi and headed to Arouca to spend the night at a friend's house. "I didn't want to go home yet; I thought someone might have followed me to kill me. I went home on the Sunday."
Lingering fear
Eversley recalls having countless sleepless nights since the horrible experience. "Every anniversary I get scared–I go into prayer and fasting," he explained. He believes what happened in 1990 can happen again. Eversley is adamant the Jamaat were just used as a scapegoat and hidden factors are involved. Every year, Eversley calls for a Commission of Enquiry into the 1990 attempted coup. He believes: "We must never let the democracy of our country be threatened again. "Our government must be elected by the ballot and the people and not by the barrel of a gun."