I met an acquaintance in the grocery this morning who declared her invisibility; a condition she willingly embraces because she wants to stay far from people.
I smiled wryly, not only as her statement resonated with my own mode but also as I was still surfing the calm that a weekend in Sans Souci, my reclusion haven of choice, always brings.
Probably around the same time on Sunday afternoon that rival biker gangs were shooting it out, appropriately enough in Waco, Texas, I was sloughing off the turmoil of East-West corridor life, watching the breakers tearing into Big Bay, from the gallery of my ol' pardnah the Architect of Impossible Physics' sprawling hillcrest house.
Bright sun refracted off the speeding waters, glimpsed through the broken boughs of an enormous ancient mahogany, now host to a rash of orchids. Bananaquits and other small birds flitted from pawpaw to guava, while Yemaya's emissaries, blackcoat corbeaux glided the warm air currents high above the surf, skimmed by pelican patrols.
I couldn't have been happier, not least because Master Benjamin, the last son of my right hand was being formally introduced to the joys of Sans Souci, a place so special in the heartlands of my own life, that it gives me immense pleasure to share it with all my children and loved ones.
Benito took it all in his stride, refusing to allow the vicious attacks of high bush mosquitoes, to wipe his ever-broadening smile from his face. Sans Souci, literally the place of "no worries", has been spreading in my imaginary ever since I first made the long trek there in the early 1990s. It was definitely a case of coming home; waking from a long nightmare season to the breeze and breath of a life shorn of unnecessary complication, of running to catch up or cactcharse; to stand between forest and ocean, motionless in the auditorium of the natural soundbowl formed by the precipitous treeclad hills and spurs, dropping into the riptides of the surreally purple and turquoise-banded sea. There's always been a residual organic element to my peculiar madness. And I don't mind confessing, along with that same portly George of England, after whom a dozen Caribbean settlements have been named, that I talk to trees, confide in them, when the babel of humans becomes unbearable.
Besides my whispering companions the trees, Sans Souci offers me what I can only inadequately describe as a complete mind, body and soul massage, so while the trees root me in the land, it is the continually changing sea, its sighs and sobs, roars and murmurs, which washes over and through me, refloating, restoring the battered timbers of my keel; purification by water if you like, a repeating baptism.
Water teaches us all the paths of least resistance; water is humble and follows the lowest courses. I've wandered the banks of small streams that snake through the bush and feed the mystery and power of the ever-changing sea at Sans Souci. And because this is a place which defies all Caribbean beach clich�s, black jagged rocks thrusting from foam and cyan sea pastures, I welcome the rain especially during storms, Shango hammering on the galvanise, while I swing in a hammock filtering background sea crescendo. This is not the pretty Caribbean but a starkly beautiful frame for life.
There are no palaces in this Sans Souci and for many years I never minded the laissez-faire Spartan d�cor of the estate house.
But now the building perched close to the acute drop to breakers and rocks below, originally intended as another studio for the man who put the jumbie killer on paper, has been transformed into a minimalist tropical guest house.
A miniature studio apartment sleeping two to three is tucked below a larger space on several levels with master bedroom, loft and another bedroom capable of sleeping seven.
Functional d�cor, scrupulously clean kitchens and bathrooms are all welcoming sights for prospective visitors but what makes this guest house unique are Eddie Bowen's paintings and drawings hung throughout and the split-level layout, and open wooden louvres, allowing anyone with the time and eye to view vistas of mahogany, sky, rainforest and birdlife on shifting planes, as though incorporated into the artist's viewscape.
The combined d�cor and design talents of Messrs Miss Mary Lou and Eddie Bowen, utilising architectural elements salvaged from an old family property in St Ann's (gingerbread frieze, old mirrors, 100 year-old pine floorboards) results in an environment of unbounded creativity, which will prompt artists, filmmakers, writers, and musicians to both relax and produce in. Having stayed in some of the best appointed and located hotels and guesthouses in the Caribbean (everything from Marriotts to rainforest eco-lodges) I haven't seen anything to touch this Creole hostelry. Whether it's for a family reunion of returning diasporics, a creative writing or performing arts workshop, a small corporate retreat or extended yoga or pilates session, the guest house at the Sans Souci Estate is destined to become a mini mecca of the north coast.