For Trinidadian filmmaker/director Karen Martinez, identity is an almost "inexhaustible subject" to which she continually returns in her work.
While Martinez, who now lives in the UK, was in T&T recently to cast the lead roles for her upcoming short film After Mas, she spoke with the T&T Guardian about grappling with identity and much more.
After Mas was awarded a production grant from the T&T Film Co (TTFC) earlier this year. This is the first time Martinez has received TTFC funding, and the news in October that the company was going to be dissolved was shocking to her.
Although Martinez, 51, has lived in England for more than 20 years, she was in no way shy about sharing her opinions on the matter during a midday interview at the Hotel Normandie, St Ann's, Martinez said the TTFC had just begun to build an identity and make positive developments. Forming an overarching creative industries company would negate all of that, she added. Martinez has experienced this disappointment before.
"Something that I find that has been endemic in Trinidad society-and it's not just one political party, it's been the same for all parties-there's no consultation, no accountability, no transparency."
She feels democracy is lacking locally. "We want to be a first-world state and we don't act as if that is what we are. Democracy is a serious thing and it involves listening to the people you represent." Besides that Martinez believes capitalism "crushes creativity."
But Martinez also had a lot of good to say. In fact, home has been a constant source of information and inspiration for the former Banyan producer. "When I think of ideas I tend to think much more of things that have to do with the Caribbean...that's where I'm constantly drawn back to-Trinidad. That's my strength. That's my identity."
Martinez's penchant for tackling identity, particularly Trinidadian identity, is highlighted in After Mas, a 15-minute drama, set during Carnival, which she describes as an "archetypal love story dealing with the conflict of trying to be true to your desire when you come from different backgrounds."
The main characters in After Mas are of two different races and have to negotiate racial paradigms. "I wanted to talk about race and the fact that race is still an issue in Trinidad, although we call it a rainbow nation and say that at Carnival everyone is one. It's all lovely and hopeful, but there are still real issues that people don't confront."
Although she says the work is not autobiographical, she does draw on personal experience. Living in the UK gave Martinez a fresh perspective on her own identity. "I feel different sometimes, but it's a difference that I like.
"When I first went across (to England) and my accent was much stronger people would ask, 'How come you're not black?' Then there were the times when I'd apply for things like the BBC Ethnic Minorities Programme and they would tell me I wasn't black enough.
"The difference for me is because I don't look black, I probably don't suffer the same racism a lot of other people suffer who are definitely black."
Martinez has become more critical of race issues now, but when she directed the arts documentary Chutney in Yuh Soca in the 1990s, her attitude towards race was much more optimistic.
"I tried to show that it was through the music in Trinidad that the races were actually coming together. The African and Indian populations were coming together. It was a very hopeful documentary and deliberately so. I was kind of hoping that it would be a turning point in politics and everything else would become more about issues and less about race and politicians appealing to ethnic groups for their votes...I'm sad to see that still today that is going on in Trinidad."
Martinez returns to T&T in February to shoot After Mas.
Her other works include Kaiso for July 27, a documentary filmed a year after the 1990 attempted coup; Light Falling on Bamboo, a short film on the new novel by Lawrence Scott of the same title; and the series Marginal Voices, made for the charity Odanadi UK, which works with trafficked women. Marginal Voices was screened at the 2011 T&T Film Festival.
An alumna of Holy Name Convent and the University of Westminster, Martinez, who's worked as an editor and producer now heads the production company Riposte Pictures.
Currently, she is also working on the film Dreams in Transit in collaboration with poet Vahni Capildeo and composer Dominique Le Gendre, who are also Trindiadians living in the UK. The semi-fictional film focuses on the immigrant experience, the desire to return to and the meaning of home.
To see more about Karen Martinez's work visit her web site www.ripostepictures.co.uk
